“So, what if, instead of thinking about solving your whole life, you just think about adding additional good things. One at a time. Just let your pile of good things grow.”

Attachments, Rainbow Rowell (via psych-facts)

Anonymous asked: “Do u even care about suicide? I see u reblog stuff about it once every month, don't reblog about it if u don't actually give a fuck. all u do is post 'funny' shit to get girls to like u. its obv not working.”

surendranauth:

Question, why would I reblog about something that I do not care about? I for one am not a follower, I don’t dress, act, nor perceive the world in the same manner as the typical 19 year old.
Everything on my page is what is encapsulated in my mind. It’s how I perceive the world and how the world perceives me. It’s what puts a smile on my face and even what brings tears to my eyes.
Another thing, I don’t care about what girls think of me, I have a beautiful girlfriend who loves me very much, she’s the only one I’m focused on impressing.
Just because I only reblog about suicide once in a while does not mean I do not care about it. I have a few followers that display blatantly signs of suicide and depression, I always offer to listen to them, I open myself up to venting sessions, I try my best to impact everyone I follow. If I notice someone is having a bad day, I send them a compliment to let them know at least one of their followers care. 
One thing I don’t do is search for posts. What ever pops up on my dash is what I reblog, if someone asks me to check out their blog I do that as well.
The purpose of my page is to make my self happy. I don’t post to get likes and/or re blogs. I don’t falsely advertise my personality. I post to show people who I am, as a man, as a student, and as a person. 
I don’t usually open up to stranger, but I feel like this is the only way I can really connect to you. When I was in the 11th grade, one of my friends Eli, a kid that had left school a few years before me committed suicide. I remember the first time I met him was at the barbershop, he recognized my face and asked me if I went to Eagle (my highschool). I told him yeah and we started talking and he payed for my hair cut. As we grew to know each other more, we learned that we had several common interest like basketball, writing, and public speaking. We were really close until he left school. When I found out that he commited suicide I didn’t understand why because I wasn’t in his mind. I saw jolly Eli, the big brother I never had around who would help me with my homework and shit. Our minds are battlefields and it’s sad, but sometimes not even the strongest survive. 
Recently, just a few months ago, one of my friends JJ got released from prison, he committed suicide as well. I know how hard it is to be locked up in a cell and be isolated away from society. I understand how stressful it is to not be able to support your family. However, I don’t understand why he committed suicide the day after his release. Why not just kill yourself in prison and let your family move on? Why couldn’t you just do that, why did you have to let your girlfriend and your beautiful baby daughter see you one last time to just know they will never see you again?
Tumblr has really opened my eyes up to ideas like suicide because when I was younger, I was really ignorant, I thought suicide was stupid and people are weak, but once you face obstacles of a strong magnitude, the idea just strikes you and it’s so difficult to remove it from your head, I have thought about it myself, on a few different occasions, but I have people around me that care for me and need me, so I cannot be selfish. I want to thank you anon, this turned into a venting session for me, feel free to ask questions anytime

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ventusthecorgi:

Class was canceled.. and nobody told me?! :(

ventusthecorgi:

Class was canceled.. and nobody told me?! :(

“What doesn’t kill you
leaves scars
ruins your lungs
dries out all your tears
leaves you lying awake at 4 in the morning
wishing you weren’t alive.”

– C.C (via psych-facts)

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taylorium:

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Bye

NO THEY DIDNT.

adancersdiary0:

jamaicanamazon:

kngshxt:

taylorium:

fUCK

omg

Bye

NO THEY DIDNT.

hakeemtivaughn:

18.21.25. My girls birthday I.E Mommy @iam_annakayrose  and Akaylah. ❤💪

hakeemtivaughn:

18.21.25. My girls birthday I.E Mommy @iam_annakayrose and Akaylah. ❤💪

hipstergirl55 asked: “I just wanted to say that you are truly amazing. And I think that you would be an amazing friend 😊😁”

theritzone:

Thanks and I hope so or it’d suck to be my friend.